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I realize I don’t know

How to relax and let love flow

I analyze … thinking too much

My mind’s ablaze… too full of stuff

I want to just be

Think about “we”

You and me

Ooooh weee!

But then I think

What does it all mean?

Your hugs and kisses

Wanting to be your Mrs.

Pushing the proverbial envelope too far…

And, sometimes, you along with it

I just want you to be my STAR…

I wanna just flow with it…

But I realize I don’t know

How to relax and let love flow

I analyze… thinking too much

My mind’s ablaze…. Too full of stuff

I want picnics in the park

Kissing in the dark

Holding hands and your warm embrace

Stroking your beard and your face…

I think of waking up next to you

After doing what lovers do

Sleeping in and breakfast in bed

All this stuff is swirling through my head…

I hate missing you when you leave

My mind I wish I could ease

And ease your mind too

This is what I’d like to do

But I realize I don’t know

How to relax and let love flow

I analyze… thinking too much

My mind’s ablaze… too full of stuff

A Dee Creations Original (c) 2008

Questions ... questions... questions...

Ok... I know you already know this post is about "him".

As of late, he's not been sleeping. And in his insomnia... he's keeping me awake... asking all these dang questions...

...babe, what are we really doing?

...do we really know each other?

...has our love been tested?

... do you have enough room in your heart for loving people other than your family?

... would it be a mistake if we stopped seeing each other?


I don't have all the answers to these questions ... well for some of them... but not all...
where are all these questions ( and variations of these)... coming from???
what's the REAL question?
seriously... this has been the longest 2 weeks of my life!