Somebody Find the Key...

It may come, it may come as some surprise
but I miss you
I could see through all of your lies
but still I miss you
he takes her love, but it doesn't feel like mine
he tastes her kiss, her kisses are not wine, they're not mine
he takes, but surely she can't give what I'm feeling now
she takes, but surely she doesn't know how
Is it a crime
Is it a crime
that I still want you
and I want you to want me too
My love is wider, wider than Victoria Lake
My love is taller, taller than the empire state
It divides and it jumps and it ripples like the deepest ocean
I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back
Is it a crime
Is it a crime
that I still want you
and I want you to want me too
My love wider than Victoria Lake
taller than the empire state
It dives and it jumps
I can't give you more than that, surely you want me back
Is it a crime
Is it a crime
that I still want you
and I want you to want me too
~Sade


If it is... Lock me up!
Soulties are nothing to play with...
I find myself fighting the urge to allow someone, who clearly doesn't deserve passage in my space, back all up in my face...
Whyyyyyyyyyyy??? Because I miss him...
I miss what we used to have...
I miss our conversations...
I miss his scent...
I miss the taste of his kiss...
I hate that I still love him...
He has caused me much hurt and pain...
But...
I still love him...
And under the "girlfriend code" I am wrong for it...
I see why Sade wrote this song...
Is it a crime to want someone you love
even if that love has cost you?
When you learn how to love someone
unconditionally... (or is it that you are tied to them still??)
surely you can do what I Corinthians says... bear all things...right?
I don't think I will act upon what I am feeling...
but I must admit... feeling like this makes me want to cry...